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귀신이 있다고?

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조회: 3168 등록일: 2017-12-08

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<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>언젠가 재미있는 기사를 읽은 적이 있었다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>전국의 흉가와 폐가를 방문하고 영가를 목격했다는 '유령사냥꾼'이라는 아이디를 쓰는 분이 운영하는 카페회원들이 의정부 어느 깊은 산골 흉가로 귀신을 만나기 위해 나섰다는 기사였다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이들은 억울하게 또는 잔인하게 죽은 뒤 이승을 떠도는 영가들을 만나려고 모텔로 짓다 만 2층 건물로 갔다는데 20여 년 전 이 건물 앞에 흐르는 계곡에서 물놀이를 하다 급류에 휩쓸려 숨진 영가들이 모여 있다는 정보가 있었다던가. 
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>흉가탐방 과정은 생략하고 경험자들의 이야기를 기억을 더듬어 들어보자
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>‘귀신을 목도하지는 못했지만 이상하게 뒷골이 당긴다.’
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>‘체험자 중 일부는 구토나 두통 등 단순 빙의증상을 보이거나 체험 후 끊임없는 악몽에 시달리기도 한다.’
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 흔하다는 뒷간 귀신은 고사하고 달걀귀신조차 본 적 없는 나로서는 굳이 한밤중에 흉가까지 방문해야할 이유가 무엇일까 싶은데 사람들의 호기심이 모두 나 같지는 않은가보다.
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<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>‘사람들이 쉽게 경험하지 못하는 느낌을 느껴보고자 하는 호기심 때문에 이런 모임에 참가하는 것 같다. 놀이기구나 공포영화에서 느낄 수 없는 짜릿함도 느낄 수 있어서.’ 
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>‘실제로 귀신이 있는지, 있다면 어떤 모습을 하고 있는지 직접 보고 싶어서 나오게 됐다.’
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>흉가탐방에 참가한 사람들이 하는 말이다.
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<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그런데 재미있는 것은 이날 참가자들 대부분이 평소 귀신의 존재를 믿지 않는다는 점이었다. 귀신의 존재를 믿지 않기에 오히려 직접 눈으로 확인하고픈 호기심이 강했다는 걸까.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>하긴 우리나라 사람들 쳐놓고, 특히 나이 60줄에 접어들었다면 귀신의 존재여부에 대해 관심이 없는 사람은 없을지도 모른다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어린 시절, 할아버지가 계신 동네 친구 집에 옹기종기 모여 할아버지가 들려주는 장화홍련전이니, 공동묘지 귀신이니 옛날이야기를 들으며 자랐으니 말이다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>귀신 중에서도 가장 무섭고 지독한 귀신이 뒷간 귀신이라던가.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아직 확고한 성품이 잡히기 이전의 어린 나이에 들은 귀신 이야기는 평생을 두고 뇌리에 남아있게 마련이다. 존재 여부를 물리적으로 확인할 수 없기에 더욱 그럴지도 모른다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>물론 나도 청소년 시절까지는 귀신이 있을지 관심이 많았었다. 실재로 귀신을 보았다고 착각하기까지 했으니까.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>중 3 때, 밤 11시까지 초등학교 6학년 아이를 가르치는 가정교사를 했었다. 집안이 가난하여 가정교사, 신문배달 등등 고학을 하지 않을 수 없었는데 당시에는 중학교 입시가 있던 시절이라 가난한 학생들이 부잣집 아이들을 가르치는 가정교사로 돈을 벌 수 있었다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>학생 집에서 우리 집으로 오는 길목에 연못이 있었는데 겨울이면 썰매타기 좋은 자그마한 규모였지만 연못주위가 흔히 그렇듯이 버드나무가 엄청 많았던 걸로 기억된다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>워낙 피곤한 몸을 이끌고 밤 11시에 집으로 돌아가느라 연못 가까이 접근했을 때, 머리를 풀어헤친 여인이 앞에 서있는 것이 아닌가.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>순간적으로 숨이 막힐 듯 놀랐지만 어려서부터 간이 컸던지 정신력을 머리에 집중하면서 귀신을 노려보기 시작했다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정신을 차리자 귀신이 버드나무로 변하는 게 아닌가.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 때 버드나무를 귀신으로 착각한 경험으로 귀신이란 내가 스스로 불러옴을 깨우쳤다고 할까. 그래서 나는 누군가 귀신이 있다고 생각하느냐, 질문하면 이렇게 대답한다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>‘귀신이 있다고 믿는 사람에게는 있습니다. 없다고 믿는 사람에게는 없습니다.’
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세상사 모든 것이 그러하듯 귀신만 그런 건 아니다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>우리 중생들 대부분은 세상을 있는 그대로 보거나 듣지를 못한다. 자기가 보고 싶은 것만 보고 듣고 싶은 것만 듣는다는 것이다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 정도라도 다행일 텐데 엉뚱한 사물을 자신이 보고 싶은 형상으로 둔갑시켜 보거나 남의 말을 자기 식으로 해석해서 듣고는 상대가 그리 말했다고 믿어버리기도 한다. 나 자신이 그리하고 있음을 알아차릴 때에는 소름이 돋을 정도다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>  <o:p></o:p>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아마도 사람마다 보고 들을 수 있는 한계가 있을지도 모른다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭐, 엄청난 철학적 용어나 선승禪僧들의 난해한 용어를 빌려 오지 않더라도 보고 싶고 듣고 싶은 것만 보고 듣는다는 의미를 설명하는데 어려울 것이 없을 정도다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>같은 소설을 읽거나 영화를 본 사람들의 감상수준이 같을 수 없고 같은 시간과 장소에서 같은 말을 들었음에도 알아듣는 차원이 사람마다 다를 수밖에 없다. 같은 소설이라도 초등학교 때 읽은 것과 나이 60에 읽은 느낌이 같을 수 없듯이.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>말하자면 자신이 느낄 수 있을 만큼만 보이고 들린다고 할까.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아울러 대부분의 사람들은 실재하지 않음에도 자신이 보고 싶은 것을 보거나 듣기도 한다. 심지어는 엉뚱한 사람을 자기가 보고 싶은 사람으로 착각하기도 할 만큼 우리는 있는 그대로를 보지 못할지도 모른다는 것이다.
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<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>나는 귀신도 마찬가지라고 생각한다. 지나친 호기심이 버드나무를 산발한 귀신으로 볼 수도 있다는 거다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>끊임없이 자신의 내부에서 만들어진 허상을 보고서도 그 허상을 실재라고 믿듯이 귀신 역시 자신이 만들어낸 환상이라고 말한다면 이 역시 내가 보지 못하니 없다고 믿는 것일지도 모르지만.
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<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>우리들이 있는 그대로를 보지 못하는 것은 귀신뿐이 아니다.
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-INDENT: 10pt; TEXT-AUTOSPACE: ; tab-stops: left blank -1301.4pt left blank -1261.4pt left blank -1221.4pt left blank -1181.4pt left blank -1141.4pt left blank -1101.4pt left blank -1061.4pt left blank 40.0pt left blank 80.0pt left blank 120.0pt left blank 160.0pt left blank 200.0pt left blank 240.0pt left blank 280.0pt left blank 320.0pt left blank 360.0pt left blank 400.0pt left blank 440.0pt left blank 480.0pt left blank 520.0pt left blank 560.0pt left blank 600.0pt left blank 640.0pt left blank 680.0pt left blank 720.0pt left blank 760.0pt left blank 800.0pt left blank 840.0pt left blank 880.0pt left blank 920.0pt left blank 960.0pt left blank 1000.0pt left blank 1040.0pt left blank 1080.0pt left blank 1120.0pt left blank 1160.0pt left blank 1200.0pt left blank 1240.0pt left blank 1280.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>일상생활에서도 내 생각이 절대적으로 옳다고 확신하는 것이야 말로 자신의 신념에 노예가 되어 허상을 만들고 그 허상이 진실이라고 믿는 어리석음일 수도 있다는 거다.
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46804	박근혜를 죽이려 했던 이명박,이재오,원세훈 [8]	푸른산	8394	2013-11-02

46803	문재인 이 녀석 미친 놈 아녀? [8]	최성령	11679	2013-10-27

46802	논객넷의 좌빨께 경고 드림 [8]	관리자	8299	2013-10-21

46801	댓글 좀 올립시다!(2) [8]	최성령	9066	2013-10-09

46800	제안 합니다. [8]	산동거사	10080	2013-10-07

46799	떡치는 검찰, 기둥서방 총장 [8]	비바람	15233	2013-09-14

46798	즐겁고 반가운 이정희의 단식투쟁:동남풍 [8]	서 석영	14817	2013-09-03

46797	박정희의 독재로 오늘의 한국이 가능했다 [8]	서 석영	14377	2013-08-27

46796	김한길의 멍청한 투쟁과 친노의 악랄한 저항 [8]	노변담화	14283	2013-08-23

46795	전두환, 조윤선, 보수우파의 살찐 돼지들 [8]	비바람	22674	2013-08-01

46794	제주바다, 휴가 다녀오셨나요? [8]	비바람	18095	2013-08-01

46793	구국의 영웅 全斗煥 [8]	최성령	17871	2013-07-16

46792	4대강의 진실 [8]	地中海	19512	2013-07-12

46791	박 대통령의 안보 대처 능력을 보라! [8]	노변담화	21193	2013-06-01

46790	런던 이슬람 참수사건] 무슬림이 영국병사 공격, 참수 [8]	일베펌	31528	2013-05-23

46789	윤한봉의 위장구호에 낚인 인요한과 조갑제 [8]	역사학도/펌	23499	2013-05-21

46788	그래, 윤씨가 잘못했다. 그런데... [8]	太極門主	20267	2013-05-14

46787	이순신 장군의 유비무환 정신으로.. [8]	오대산	28300	2013-04-28

46786	안철수의 상징어 모음 [8]	최성령	28010	2013-04-20

46785	경축! 미국 선제폭격론 다시 급부상! [8]	한반도	28652	2013-04-18

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46783	대한민국의 진보(進步)가 과연 진보인가 [8]	地中海	24169	2013-04-12

46782	으잉? 안철수 지지율이 왜저래~ㅎ [8]	노변담화	28473	2013-04-03

46781	대북삐라 융단폭격을 실시하라!! [8]	한반도	22402	2013-04-02

46780	동아 칼럼에서 악마를 보다 [8]	노변담화	23012	2013-04-02

46779	안녕하세요? [8]	바이올렛	23747	2013-04-02

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46773	대한민국은 병역미필 공화국 [8]	진실과 영혼	28710	2013-03-19

46772	SO.....SO WHAT? [8]	진실과 영혼	28168	2013-03-16

46771	게시판 기능 개선 [8]	비바람	35935	2013-03-13

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46767	공십도사(空什道士) ●明이 [7]	산동거사	2141	2023-03-30

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46765	'친일은 선린...' 도서 배부 관련 건입니다 [7]	관리자	1978	2023-02-16

46764	우리는 정직하게 사실적으로 글을 써야 한다. [7]	안동촌노	2012	2023-02-16

46763	'친일은 애국이고 친북은 망국이다' 표지 후보작 [7]	관리자	1780	2023-01-30

46762	주사파 빨갱이 간첩들은 색마인가! [7]	빨갱이 소탕	1930	2023-01-29

46761	계시록에 계시된 글로벌 독재체제 [7]	안티다원	1748	2023-01-27

46760	권력무죄의 빌어먹을 대한민국 [7]	비바람	1831	2023-02-11

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